This fall has brought a new season for me. My children are now all in school, our home remodeling venture is nearly complete, and I am no longer managing our family business. With this, I should be exhaling a sigh of relief. Sadly, not so much. I have been fretting, not relaxing.
With anxiety I have been asking 'What SHOULD I do with my days?" not excitedly wondering, "What WILL I do with my days?' Not "Thank you, Lord, for blessing me with this time," but "Oh no, I am wasting my time!"